Where I store all of my day to day thoughts and adventures! I'm on a serious self discovery journey! I've always lived my life for others and I decided to choose myself this year!
Listen, I’m in my cookie era! Here’s what I did! I made a double batch, scooped them and placed them on parchment paper to keep them separated. Placed them in freezer bags and then froze the second batch. That way I have chemical free cookies ready to take out of the freezer whenever I want and bake fresh! This way I can bake 2 if I want instead of making up a whole batch.
I have been stressing myself out lately about perfection. I can’t share anything I do unless I know it’s perfect. It’s probably going to give me an ulcer. I decided today that I didn’t need perfection. It’s not about that. I mean I’ve always known that but I am so unbelievably hard on myself that I allowed those feelings to creep in and attack my inner peace! I haven’t felt that manic in about a year! So it was definitely something that I had to take care of right away! I almost forgot that my manic was an emotional response to stress. I was being unappreciative of my own strengths, too hard on my personal weaknesses and turning a blind eye to my mental state. I called it quits yesterday and decided to do absolutely nothing all day to let my brain rest and recover from my own abuse. Until inspiration hit and I decided to DOODLE. ...
I will not apologize for my love of emojis and little illustrated versions of myself. I am obsessed! But every time I look at them I think to myself, there are NO versions of this that have tattoos and I ’m covered in them. (okay, not covered yet! But 14 with plans for more!) So I illustrated my own with my very own tattoos (the ones you can visually see!) It took a lot of patience getting them just right but I am obsessed with how she came out! I finally am comfortable enough with my art to say that I am obsessed with some of the things I’m creating! It feels so damn good to day that! I can feel my confidence growing each day! I am teaching myself pretty much everything. Every technique, every brush stroke, it’s a learning curve and I am loving the journey! I have always been into art but I was never confident enough to share my stuff or try new things. I stuck with ...
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