Going on 2 weeks...

    I haven't had a real meal in two weeks. I haven't had a full meal in two weeks. I don't feel all that sad, because to be honest, I feel nothing when I see food I can't eat. I'm scared of eating, the thought of eating and everything in between. 

    I know that isn't healthy but it's one of the things that comes along with my diagnosis. I am scared to eat. That's a scary thing to face, I know eventually I'll have to talk to someone about that but for now, I think I'm just going to try and deal with it on my own. 

    I've talked to my sister about it and she offers not much insight because she's never been scared of a meal in her life, but I'm just trying to hear what others opinions of what I should do is. 

    Life is hard! 

XOXO 

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