Where I store all of my day to day thoughts and adventures! I'm on a serious self discovery journey! I've always lived my life for others and I decided to choose myself this year!
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I'm getting some work done today! Much needed organization! I need to get my portfolio in check! Starting the lessons is all about organization first! Which isn't my strong suit!
Listen, I’m in my cookie era! Here’s what I did! I made a double batch, scooped them and placed them on parchment paper to keep them separated. Placed them in freezer bags and then froze the second batch. That way I have chemical free cookies ready to take out of the freezer whenever I want and bake fresh! This way I can bake 2 if I want instead of making up a whole batch.
I have been stressing myself out lately about perfection. I can’t share anything I do unless I know it’s perfect. It’s probably going to give me an ulcer. I decided today that I didn’t need perfection. It’s not about that. I mean I’ve always known that but I am so unbelievably hard on myself that I allowed those feelings to creep in and attack my inner peace! I haven’t felt that manic in about a year! So it was definitely something that I had to take care of right away! I almost forgot that my manic was an emotional response to stress. I was being unappreciative of my own strengths, too hard on my personal weaknesses and turning a blind eye to my mental state. I called it quits yesterday and decided to do absolutely nothing all day to let my brain rest and recover from my own abuse. Until inspiration hit and I decided to DOODLE. ...
So yesterday was all about confessions and today I am going to talk about what I wish I knew back then that I know now. I have always thought the world was out to get me. If not the world, the people in my world. I haven ’t always had the easiest time and I have had some hard shit happen in my life; but who hasn’t? Here’s a list of some of the things I've dealt with: 1. Being an overweight child 2. Having undiagnosed anxiety 3. Being bullied 4. Having literally no self confidence 5. Being completely introverted And h ere are the things I wish I could have said to myself back then : Bullies: It’s hard to even describe what it’s like to be bullied. Unless you’ve been there you just don’t know. My parents always made sure I had nice, name brand clothes and that I had anything I ever needed. But it didn’t matter, people couldn’t get over my size long enough to see that I had a good personality. And eventually...
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