Struggle bus, USA!

    OKAY, the new meds make me TIRED and one side effect so far is nausea and a headache. 

The problem is this:

• I'm nauseated 85%-90% of the time anyway, so who can really tell
• I have headaches a lot of the time, a side effect of my gerd medication.

    I'm sad to admit this but I am really struggling with all of this as of late! I felt amazing for two years, got my shit together, lost weight, and finally felt like a person again! 

    Then, I had emergency surgery to have my gallbladder removed and my life changed and has been flipped upside down in its entirety over the last year! 

    This is about to get mad graphic, so stop reading if you don't want to know: 

• Nausea 95% of the time
• Loss of appetite
• Can't consume most foods without them coming right out of my backend... IYKYK
• I just don't feel good,  a lot of the time
• I'm held together by medications
• I now have gerd/really bad heartburn (Yet to be determined by the gastroenterologist!) 
• I could write you a book about how weird and inconsistent my #2's are
• Fat in my stool

    And a lot of stuff in between! I'm at my breaking point with the medical field! I just want my doctors and medical professionals to HEAR me when I tell them, I DON'T FEEL GOOD AND I DON'T FEEL RIGHT! 

    AHHHHHHH (this is my sad attempt of screaming!) 

    Anyway, I'm off! I have my specialist appointment on the 8th! Fingers crossed that they can give me some answers! 

XOXO