Putting yourself first...

    I will be pouring myself into bed today with absolute GLEE! There are some days when I can keep going with a never ending battery supply. Today is not that day. 

    I have gotten around 4 hours of sleep in the last 48ish hours and I think that mentally and emotionally I am  just done! 

    If you don't slow down and step back sometimes, you're going to burn yourself out, miss so many amazing things going on around you and I don't want to be one of those people who are just watching their lives pass them by in a tire, stress, anxiety ridden haze because I didn't take the time to stop, step back and realize that even, "Superhero's" need to rest sometimes. 

    NOT that I'm comparing myself to a superhero, I am far from it, but if I ever hope to emulate one, I need to realize that I can't be everything to everyone all the time. 

    Sometimes I just have to be here for me and that has to be enough. 

XOXO 

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