Ramble...

    I don't know what to write so I am going to ramble. I am tired. So tired. I sleep all day, all day I sleep, except I don't sleep, I just lay here. Awake but in a trace where I can't really move or speak but I hear everything that's going on around me. So i'm in full awareness, yet asleep is where I stay. 

    I know I didn't just make a whole lot of sense, or maybe I did. 

    I feel like I'm in a constant state of awareness but I'm always walking around in a complete haze. It's the oddest feeling ever. 

    I got out of the house today just for the sake of getting out! I needed to, "shake the stink off" as my mother would put it! Because I hadn't left the house in several days due to period pain! 

    I was going to go, "me" shopping but I ended up going Christmas shopping haha, typical Shelby! I did get some stuff for myself but, got some gifts purchased which is really relieving to me! I hate doing anything last minute, so that definitely helps elevate some of the stress throughout the year! 

    Anyway, I am off to hopefully step out of this state of haze and recenter myself! I need good rest, I need to  center myself and focus on myself! 

XOXO