Overly tired...
I've been staying up until 8-10AM every night/day working on portfolio pieces! I am not in a program or anything, I don't have any plans to submit it anywhere! But lately, lately I have had an overwhelming urge to add pieces to it!
I am still trying to find my artistic voice, my style and everything in between, but I AM starting to feel more and more confident in the work that I am putting out there.
I know that no matter what I create, there are going to be people out there who don't like it, don't understand it and won't even attempt to understand it! My parents are generally people who don't understand my creative instincts.
I have always walked to the beat of my own drum, I have always done what I wanted, creatively. I got my first tattoo when I was 16, I now am covered in them! I feel more myself, because of them! Each and every time I add to my collection I feel an obvious sense of serotonin but more than that, I feel beautiful.
It might sound stupid, I know! Most people don't even approve of them! But I don't care! Plus that every single one of my tats can be covered in clothing! But even if they couldn't I still wouldn't be ashamed or embarrassed of any of them!
I know I just got off on a tangent there, but my point is, is not everybody is going to approve of the things that you do, fuck those people!
Anyway, I am off to bed because I am SO fucking tired! Plus that my body is telling me to slow down, through NAUSEA! My doctor appointment on the 1st CANNOT come soon enough!
XOXO
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