29 is destroying me...

    Shelby is 29 and is falling apart. You know it's bad when you're talking about yourself in 3rd person.

    Y'all this brave new 29 year old body is going to kill me! If it’s not one thing, it’s another! 

 

    I feel like once you had your gallbladder removed, your gallbladder issues should you know, well...stop. 

 

    In my case, they have only gotten worse. Much, much worse. 

 

    Last night, I had another gallbladder attack. Here’s how one of those go:

 

  • Severe stomach pain (think flu and period cramps all wrapped into one.)
  • Body shivers, literally trembling out of my own skin.
  • Fever.
  • Cold sweating.
  • The constant feeling of vomiting (sometimes actually doing it.)
  • Not being able to lay down,
  • Up and down on the toilet.
  • So cold your shivering but sweating so bad you soak your clothes.
  • Headache.
  • Fatigue. 

 

    And the next day? The next day symptoms are as follows:

 

  • Loss of appetite.
  • Residual stomach pain.
  • Fatigue.
  • Headache.
  • Just feeling completely out of body.

 

    Today i’ve eaten 4 crackers and 2 grilled cheese sandwiches, which I didn’t want in the least but needed to eat so I ate. I’m struggling so bad with this, I know I need to make a doctor appointment. But I’ve been so disappointed but the health-care system, let down a million times, pushed to the side and ignored. The thought of started a whole new case for this is nerve wracking and gives me an insane amount of anxiety. 

 

    Anyway, I am off to rot in bed some more. Make doctor plans and just try and heal my body. 

 

    Because good God, I don’t know how much more I can take! 

 

XOXO

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