12 hours...

    I slept for nearly 12 hours and still feel exhausted. But I think I am getting closer to answers! Which, is a big relief and also so stressful. I am trying to be optimistic, but the downside of living is feeling all of the pain that comes with it. 

    The downside of living would really be having to experience a life free from pain, because it's my belief that you truly find yourself in those moments of grief, tragedy and even in moments of genuine contentedness. 

    I'm trying to remind myself of that. It's just hard at times. 

    I'm grateful for the extra zzz's and for waking up another day to keep fighting! 

    I promise i'll be getting back to the adventurous fun loving person I was before! Because my heart is craving all my missed adventure right now! 

    I just know for now, I need to rest and get better! 

XOXO