Road Racer!

    I CAVED. Which was inevitable. But I only started a mini list! So I am still winning a little bit! 

 

    I realized that while on vacation, I am going to miss my nephews 16th birthday and I’m not going to lie, it wrecked me. I broke into tears because in all 16 years of his existence, I have NEVER missed his birthday. 

 

    He made me an aunt, I was 12 and had him A LOT growing up. He literally he grown up with me, he’s my best bud, my pal, my ride or die. 

 

    So in a small attempt to make up for that, I am kidnapping him on Saturday to spend the night with me and then taking him to his favorite restaurant for dinner! 

 

    I am doing my best to keep my shit together because in 3 weeks I leave for vacation! 

 

    I have my sisters annual Halloween party, which I am doing a custom costume for, so I have to get that done! 

 

    I have custom shirts to make for universal! 

 

    I have so much to do and so little time! 

 

    Pray for me! 

 

XOXO

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