The plan is, is there is no plan!

    The fact that I've been incredibly off lately is an understatement! I can’t even explain it! The fact that I've been so focused on work and trying to get to all of my Nephew and Niece’s sporting events, being creative, allowing myself to adventure, working out, everyday responsibilities, making sure my social life (however small it is) doesn’t die, keeping up with my online businesses and creating content, making new, sellable things, writing every single day, tutoring, remembering to eat, and eat healthy and everything else in between! 

 

    My life feels CRAZY! But, in the best possible ways! I know I am burnt out and tired, I know that I don’t dedicate enough time to working out and sleeping! I probably should drink less caffeine! (I’ve switched to Dandy Blend to help!) and as a bonus it helps my non-gallbladder malfunctioning body! 

 

    Needless to say, I am doing my absolute best trying to juggle all the things. 

 

    I have been feeling a little down lately though, I guess I just came to the realization that I am at an age in life where I feel like I should have accomplished something by now. 

 

• A new publication?!
• An art show?!
• A bomb job?!
• A home?!
• A hubby?!
• Children?! 

    It’s hard not to get down on yourself when you are as busy as I am and you don’t feel like you’ve done anything substantial with your life. 

 

    I know that’s just my anxiety talking but sometimes, I just can’t help but be so damn pessimistic! I revert to the girl I was and try so hard remember who I am, now! 

 

    It’s all a process and I’m learning to slow down and be okay with exactly who I am and where I am! Life gives you what you need, exactly when you need it! I’m trying to remember that! 

 

    Anyway, it’s Friday and that means face to face FriYAY! The positives! 

 

 

 

    XOXO