Don't let it consume you...

 

    I am SO ready for vacation! I need to get the hell away from the shuffle of the everyday! I am so tired of mean people, looming bills, responsibility, mundane, dry, stale, LIFE. 

 

    I need a break from it all! 

 

    I feel like the stress of my life lately has been getting to me in a deeper way than it usually does. Normally I can let it roll right off my back and tell myself that, “everyone struggles” because at the end of the day, I know that we do.

 

    Life isn’t targeting me, sometimes, it just doesn’t seem fair. 

 

    Everyone has felt this way, hell this isn’t the first time this year that I’ve felt this way. 

 

    Anyway, I am just trying to lean into it all and realize that I am here for a reason, I have a larger reason for living than all the anger, stress and hate I feel.

 

    I’m learning through it all! 

     

    Every hateful thing can be turned into love. You just have to believe that it can happen.

All the stress can be diffused with the realization that everything will happen in its time. 

Anger is just that. It’ll always be there, but there’s more to life than the anger. I’m learning to let it go. 

 

    I guess I’m just venting to day because everything seems to be crashing down all at once. I’m learning that I have to take a step back and look at everything that I have to be grateful for. Because if I don’t everything comes crashing down and consumes me. 

 

    I can’t let ANYTHING consume me that deeply ever again. 

    It’s an ongoing, forever challenge dealing with my mental health. But the most important thing is this: I never let anything or anyone destroy me in the ways I used to! My mental health is one of the most important things to me. And I’ll protect it with everything I’ve got! 

 

    I hope your week has been full of blessings and realizations! 

 

XOXO