Irrational Fears and Light Sockets!

    Because the world is crazy, still.... I am beyond sick of saying that, but it’s reality! We had a family trip to The Great Wolf Lodge... it was canceled 5 times and each time we rescheduled, disappointment still made its way in because after the 5th time, the 17 of us decided to just cancel and try for when shits better. (whenever the hell that’s going to be....*heavy eye roll*) 😤

 

    SO, in place of that, we decided to do movie night in my parents basement. Which basically a fully loaded theatre anyways. Giant popcorn machine, a literal snack bar with fridge, drinks, candies and anything that you could ever want! And as a bonus, NO MASKS for a 2 hour movie! 😷

    What movie you ask? We’re going to be streaming Godzilla VS. Kong. Everyone is pretty excited to see it... except me of course. 

 

    I have an irrational fear of Godzilla. You see, I am part Thai. Which is classified as,“Asian” As a kid I was told that Godzilla was after the Asians. Don’t ask me, but it has stuck with me for my ENTIRE life. Thus my irrational fear of Godzilla being born. I have been made fun of for this my whole life. I have literally had people chasing me around acting like Godzilla... I mean my grown adult brain knows it was just another person pretending, but my very drunk brain didn’t. I ended that night locked in a bathroom. (*HEAVY EYE ROLL!*) 🍺

 

    So yeah, It’s just going to be the 17 of us in the basement (16 if I can’t handle it!) watching a terrifying NEW rendition of a traumatic childhood life experience. No biggie. 😅

 

    I’m almost positive I will be writing you all tomorrow telling you about my nightmares that I had tonight, we’ll see! 😬

 

    Anyway, I made the kids up a basket each of gut rotting foods and drinks! The only appropriate thing to do when we’re, “going to the theaters!” I forgot how much it actually costs to literally rot your insides, I got up the checkout and about died! That’s all shit I used to shove into my body all the time, insanity! 

 

7 baskets for my 7 babies! 

 

    Anyway, I am off to make myself look like a respected member of society! Because I don’t really get ready anymore, I just throw myself into a pile of clothes and whatever sticks to me when I stand up is what I have on! And my hair?! it seems that the only thing that does my hair as of late are the light sockets and my pillow. It’s fine, I’m fine, everything is fine! 

 

 

XOXO