Individualism, it's cool!

  


 

    Last game night before vacation is tonight! I talk about it like it’s the last time anyone will ever see me and lately, I am feeling that deeply because I keep threatening not to come home! My heart is so ready for adventure! 

 

    I am craving something new and I don’t know exactly what it is yet, but it’s out there and I am going to find it! I wont rest until my heart is completely content. Which I know is going to be a very long journey! That’s what I want! A journey of experiences, lessons and adventures! I feel like that’s what everyone should want out of life, but nobody is the same and that is perfectly okay! I prefer it that way!

 

    A hard right turn into individualism! I am so sick of monkey see monkey do! We’re all different and it’s time people start recognizing the beauty in all of that!

 

  • I am an individual who wants children but was told I couldn’t have my own. Will that stop me from trying in the future or going a different path? NOPE! 
  • I am an individual who wants adventure and experiences instead of things. I am working hard on that!
  • I am an individual who likes things and that’s the problem! (but who the fuck cares?!)
  • I am an individual who struggles. (who doesn’t?!) 
  • I breathe, I eat, I love, I cry, I feel, I do, I dare, I dream! 

 
    Anyway, hard left turn back into the adventure I was talking about! 

 

    I’m going places! Mentally, physically, emotionally! It’s all an adventure as far as I’m concerned and I wouldn’t trade it for anything! 

 

 

Until next time, babes! 

 

 

XOXO 

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