Hey Brain!

  

    It’s the day before I go off on a much needed adventure and what am I doing? Having a full on panic mode moment! That’s okay! I fully expected this and prepared for it! 

 

    Hey! When you know yourself, you know yourself! 

 

    It’s something I’m working on and I’ve grown leaps and bounds from who I used to be! But the panic modes still sneak in sometimes when I am stressed or anxious and girl, anxious might as well be my middle name! 

 

    My closest friends and fam tell me they can tell when I am anxious in public based on my body language... they’re things I don’t even know I’m doing and or ever did to begin with! I try so hard to pay attention to myself when I am super anxious and I still don’t notice. 

 

    That just goes to show how much I am up in my own head if I’m not noticing that I am full on bouncing my leg up and down like I’m training for the Guinness book of world records of thunder thighs! It would only be my right thigh.... I guess it’s my right thigh or no thigh at all! Makes sense since it’s my dominate side! But hey, who is keeping track of my nervous twitches except for apparently all the people around me! 

 

Anyway, I guess I should go and pack something or make a list or buy something. At this point my brain is fried and I am so looking forward to getting off that plane and starting my full send into vacay mode!!

 

 

XOXO