Refusal isn't a form of resistance, it's a form of resilience!

  

 

Grocery shopping: Done!

Clothes shopping: Done!

Birthday present shopping for my nephews: Done! 

Decorations for the kitchen remodel: Purchased! 

Groceries: Put away! 

Dinner: Made! 

Dishes: Washed! 

Decorations: Arranged! 

Got some creating done!

 

 

    I feel accomplished! I feel like there’s always a million things to do in a day and never enough time! Anyone else feel me? I often tell myself to slow down and, “smell the roses!” I can’t stress enough that tasks will always be there but you, your mental clarity and your health wont. 

 

Here's what I struggle with:

-Time management

-Mental health

-Stress

-Anxiety 

-Social anxiety

-Being incredibly hard on myself

-Being so overwhelmed that I just stop and do nothing because it’s better then trying to figure out where to start

-Lists. There’s nothing else to say... lists are everything and when I don’t have them, I feel frazzled.

 

 

    So that,“done” list might seem small to you, it’s HUGE for me! I consider myself an extremely scattered organized person. I have a severe need to feel like I am in control and I feel like it’s one of my toxic traits, but also it’s who I am and I have to stop trying change the quirky things about myself. Especially when those things are what make me who I am! 

 

    Lesson of the day: The things that make you uniquely you are things that have no business being changed, diluted or fabricated! Don’t let a single person tell you who to be in this life! 

 I refuse to dim my own light! Refusal isn't a form of resistance, it's a form of resilience!  

 

XOXO 

Trigger: Hayley Williams!