Happy New, Everything!

 

    There is a fine line between honest and savage and I walk the very thin line between both. My life is a mess, but isn't everyone's? There’s something so unbelievably poetic about catastrophe; which means that my life is poetry, right?!

 

OK, my life isn’t exactly poetry, but I am doing my best to make sure that no matter how hard and trying it is, I make something beautiful out of it.

 

If you’ve been paying any sort of attention to the world as of late, you know that there is a world-wide pandemic happening! I won’t get into it too much but, it’s been a real bitch! Having to miss out on family events and stay inside and limit adventure has been hard! This year, I am more determined than ever to live louder and be fearless. I refuse to hold myself back anymore. 

 

I’ve been on quite the journey for the past 8 months. Becoming healthier, losing weight, discovering my self worth and just overall becoming a more confident person. Somewhere in the shuffle, I had lost myself, let go and gave up. I feel like at some point in time, we all go through a period like this. It’s an easy thing to do, but it does us all good to remember that we were not put on this earth to work, pay bills and die. We were put here for adventure, wonder, love, excitement, happiness, sadness and to make our own personal marks on the world, however we choose to do it. I’m allowing myself grace this year to grow and learn. There is so much more to this life than stress, anxiety, fear and monotony and I’m frankly so goddamn sick of judging myself for not being perfect. 

 

So here I am! It’s January 3, 2021 and I am going to start sharing it all! Documenting my life, the honest happy, the savage truth, the inevitable sadness and the chaotic unpredictability! 

 

Cheers to a legendary new year, let’s create some beautiful chaos!