Crazy...

    I feel like i'm going absolutely insane lately! 

    I have my moments when I feel great, but I also have my fair share of moments when I literally feel like absolute trash and I feel like a crazy person. 

    I am currently in a crazy person mood. I go and see a Gastroenterologist on September 8th which is still a lightyear away! I wish It was sooner! Because I've never needed/wanted answers more than I want them right now! 

    I have a normal doctor appointment on the 11th of this month and I plan on asking for an allergy test! Because I feel like I'm still eating things I shouldn't be! I have been SO careful and yet, I still feel sick after almost every single meal. 

    I've cut out dairy completely, I've cut out gluten completely. I don't eat too many processed foods unless I have too. I eat protein, chicken mostly, some beans. I eat a great deal of veggies. Almost all types. 

    I don't know what more I can do. I'm eating 500-800 calories a day and that isn't enough. I'm not losing weight, I'm not gaining weight, I am just over here feeling weak and undernourished. 

    They always say having your gallbladder out isn't a big deal, well let me tell you that couldn't have been further from the truth in my case! 

    I am ready for some answers! 


Signing off, 

XOXO 

Tired, nauseated, weak and frustrated! 



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