Flipping life the bird...

    I lost my birth certificate and social security card.

    I need them to get my new enhanced drivers license AND passport. 

 

    I spent the entire day tearing my house apart trying to find them because it costs 34 bucks to get a new certified copy of your birth certificate....

 

    Which in the grand scheme of things isn’t that much but let me break it down for you:

 

  • Going to FL in a few days: 2200$
  • Getting passport: 200$
  • New car insurance policy: 150$ deposit
  • Mexico: 2,000$
  • New drivers license: 30$
  • Finishing 1/2 sleeve: 300$

 

    All in a 2 week period (except Mexico which is in a few months but being paid for now...)

 

    SOOOOO, ya girl has some cash going OUT and any spared dollar is important. And before you come at me, I know these are all "vanity" things but you know what?! I fucking deserve to live.

 

    SO, I spent the day tearing my entire house apart....in a panic....while my blood pressure raised to a dangerous point. 

 

    And guess what friends.....I FUCKING FOUND IT! GODBLESS! 

 

    All the stress and anxiety from the day feels like a wasted day...and it probably was but at the end of it all, I came out on top and wanna know what I have to say about that?!

 

    FUCK YOU LIFE... I WIN TODAY, AND THAT MEANS SOMETHING! I MIGHT NOT WIN TOMORROW, OR THE NEXT DAY, BUT TODAY, TODAY I GAVE LIFE THE BIRD AND I FEEL SO EMPOWERED! 

 

XOXO 

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