T-I-R-E-D...

     I'm still tired! My eyes feel like I have to force them to stay open. My arm and armpit are super tender and irritated. My head feels like I ate lightening! 

    I'm just fricken' tired! 

    Other than that, today is super low key and relaxed. I finished up some editing that I had to have finished before everyone goes on holiday break and frankly, I just didn't want to procrastinate like usual, because then I end up having to stay up until the early morning and I have the worst panic attacks. 

    I'm a whole mess! But it's my mess! I'm just over here doing my best and trying to be the best version of myself while keeping my sanity, watching my weight, being a good sister, aunt, daughter and friend and learning as I go!

    The list of tasks never end. I'm always learning more about myself and trying to be better than the person I was the day before. I am in competition with nobody but myself! 

    I'm fighting every single day for my mental health, some days are epic fails while others are just epic! 

    Anyway, I am off to do something productive or watch my 100th Hallmark movie with the same storyline this season...I don't think being productive is on the list today, but we shall see! 


XOXO 

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