Everyday is a new adventure!




    Every single day is a new adventure if you let it! I had an eye doctor appointment today for eye allergies and decided to make it a whole day full of movement and sunshine! It was an absolutely gorgeous day out! (THANKS ALLERGIES! HEAVY EYE ROLL!) 

 

    I went and got a delicious protein shake (Lemon pound cake) It was freakin’ amazing! And then went on a nature walk! It has been SO nice WANTING to go out and be in nature again. For the longest time, I just wanted to hide away at home because I felt like a monster and didn’t want people to see me. 







Lemon pound cake protein shake! 

 

    I understand now that it was mostly because of my depression and anxiety. But back then it was the only thing I could focus on. I hated who I was and I thought that meant that other people would automatically hate me too. I mean they did when I was growing up. I was ridiculed and bullied throughout my childhood for being, “overweight.” Which it didn’t spiral out of control until later in life. It just eventually got so heavy that I crumbled and stayed in that crumbled, sad condition for a really, really long time. 

 

    Anyway, today isn’t meant to be heavy! It’s supposed to mark represent the beautiful, sunshine packed day that I had! 

 

    So after my nature walk, naturally I hit up TJ-MAXX! I always do some damage there and at Marshalls! I DID get a bunch of stuff though to organize my fridge and then my bathroom, SO I  feel It was also a project trip because I’ve been wanting to slowly get every room organized and cleaned up and this helped me get a few steps closer to that goal! Win-win! 

 

    Anyway, I am off to go put together a new shelf for my bathroom, God Bless! I needed a new one! So here’s to adventures and organizing! Tomorrow I am going to tackle my disgusting fridge! Pray for me. 

 

 

 

XOXO 









 

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